Wasn't feeling great this few days.The feeling i had came back once again to haunt me. it comes when it comes, it goes when it goes but somehow it stays at the back of ur head, and u noe that its there and u're trying ur best to surpress it but some how no matter how hard u try. it stays! frustating hhuh?
why won't it just leave me alone. i felt like i lost alot and everything is so screwed. and i dont know who i wanna trust. i dont noe what to believe. i dont noe what to think. i dont know what to do. its like falling into a pit of darkness, and u can't climb up.

Trust takes a lot of time to build up, but it is easily broken, cause people tend to take it for granted. Trust.......TRUST. ARGH!

Promises are also meant to be broken. and sometimes swearing doesnt mean alot too. and to have someone promised u something, and u really believed that the promise would be kept, but it the end, it was still broken. well, from experience i had, it really hurts. it really really does.

LIEs LIEs LIEs!
THE CORRUPTED WORLD AND MINDS!

It feels dreadful when u wake up and feels hopefuless, sad and troubled. it really sucks. Next time i won't give love my heart and soul anymore. cause its a VERY hard thing for me to let go, ARGH I HATE MYSELF! its so deep but its meaningless. argh~!




PS: THIS IS JUST AN EMOTIONAL OUT BREAK.
i'm just going hopeless mad.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyways bye everyone.
smiles~







CLAUDIA!