I just feel tired today, thats all. haha. First 2 periods were mother tongue, the lesson we had was something about makeup, the more profound meaning of "make up". its pretty meaniingful. Putting on "make up" is like putting on a mask, something like not showing your true emotions. an example she gave was like," we are actually tired of listening but we still have to pretend that we are listening". hahha.
I wonder how would it be like if every were to show their real feelings. haha. i wonder what is hiding under that thick "make up" hahha. Maybe a person who seems happy on the outside could be depressed? or the carefree one could be the most worried one? who knows, hahha.
Come to think of it, wont it be tiring to wear a mask to everyday. You cant be who u really wanna be, and u cant show whatever feelings u have.
anyways, after school, we went to pizza hut from lunch. The food there isnt really gd i guess XD. lols. we were talking about how time flys. its llike one moment we were in sec 1 and the next we are all already in sec 4 le. 4 yrs can fly by so quickly. lols. its a little scary dont you think? sooner or later, the happiness, saddness, pain and all other emotions would just be part of our past. hai.
i fear that i might lose contact with some of my closest friends. i wont be able to get use to not seeing my friends and classmates in school anymore. hai. gonna miss them all so much.
T_T. The older we get the more responsibility with have, that sucks. XD lols. i'm not ready to grow up just yet. lols.
Gonna stop here.
continue next time~
CLAUDIA* my past, present and future.
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