# Heart-Felt Word: Because i am human.

Went out with Rene, Vian and Pck today. Went to cineleisure to catch alvin and the chipmunks. Its a funny show, but there isn't much of a climax. The begining was great, the ending was not so good, but it was still funny though. haha. :)

After movie, went to fareast, Rene bought herself the junkfood t-shirt, and i bought myself a pair of black jeans. I realized i spent approximately a 100 bucks within 2 days. Gosh, gotta start spending less.

After fareast, we walked to Newton to visit a bakery shop, after that took the bus to CDANS at gombak to meet up with Monkey/ray, Chris and Kelv for another bowling session. wahahaha :)
I sucked at bowling today. Don't know why. lols. Maybe aaron's longkang power spread to me. XD

After bowling, took the bus with Rene, monkey and kelv to cck interchange, den off home~
what a tiring and enjoyable day. :D

Here come my word vomit. I don't know what to feel. Sometimes its just soooo frustrating. Cause my heart and mind doesn't match. My mind is telling me to let go, knowing that he'll probably never love/like ( or whatever la) me, knowing that no matter how bloody much i miss him, it'll still be f.ing useless. no matter how much i think about him or what so ever lah, it'll still be the same isn't. BUT, my heart seems to be holding on to something, i don't know what lah. Its like my heart is still hoping or waiting for something to happen, even though my miind clearly knows that nothing will happen. -.- The conflict between the heart and mind. I'm sucha fool.
I don't know why the hell i miss him so much, i just do. Sometimes i feel like i'm a very despo girl or something. I just can't help it lah. Sometimes i feel like i don't wanna let go, like something is telling me not too. i think i'm going insane . lols. but i know that he's moving on, so why the hell should i stand at the same spot? waiting for the impossible. i don't know. sigh~Aiya, whatever it might be, i just wanna see him happy. ever if he found someone, and if by then, i'm still not over him, i'll still have to deal with the pain, and be happy for him, cause i love to see his smile ( for some reason) . :) There's alot of things he can't see when he looks at me, and others too.. Oh well, so much for loving someone, but still its good to love bah. mayb soon i'll really walk away from him bah, maybe~ if anyone happens to read this, this is just a release of thoughts and emotion. so Ignore lah. haha, just wanna thrash it alll out.

I believe that there's a story behind each song ( well, most of them XD)
and each of your eyes tell a story.

Stopping here.
byebye and take care everyone. :)

Christmas is coming~

CLAUDIA Y
when you truly care about someone/something,
you don't get over them so quickly.
that's why, claudia. that's why. :)

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