# Heart-Felt Word: You can make me smile like an idiot, yes you can.

As usually, school is hectic.

Anyways,

yesterday night, I fell asleep, when i woke up, the first thought that came in to my mind was : Oh shit, late for school already. So i jolted up, and went to the toilet. Just when i was about to brush my teeth, I went to check the time and realized that it was only 1 plus, in the morning.

my expression changed from O_O!!!!!!! to ----> =.= zzZZZZzz

I gave myself a good scare. Hahaha.

I had lunch with my dearest Jaz just now. It was great to see her again. :D :D :D

I've found someone that could see through me!

I was shocked and in my head i was like (O_O)!!!!! and "ohmygosh-ing" because my oh-so high-tech, invincible, super duper defense mechanism ( okay I'm over exaggerating XD), was broken into.

At first it was just small little holes, now, its a huge dent! I suddenly felt vulnerable, and not many people can make me feel that way.

but, i was, on the other hand, relieved and thankful for some reason. :)

Just so you know, you're powerful. LOLS.

I realized that I cannot open up as freely as i used too. All the thoughts in my head can't seem to come out in words and actions. I cannot show that i care, and i don't know why. Maybe these are all brought about by the fear of having history to repeat itself, having to face another "wrong one", having to go through the long process of dealing with the negative outcomes.

AND obviously, I'm not very optimistic about loving again.

Sometimes I feel like slapping myself =.=

My actions could lead to another regret,

for not taking happiness in my own hands, and thrusting it into someone esle's .

I'm a freaking coward when it comes to this.

Maybe its time to take a leap of faith.

Cause what's meant to be will be right?! RIGHT?! XD

Plus, It has been a long time since someone is able to make me smile like an idiot, at my handphone some more.

Just imagine how stupid i look. wahahaha.

Okay, that's all.

Goodbye~ :D

PS: The 2 previous posts were obviously not written by me. XD They were written by a pig with fingers, and good english. :D