Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Life as it is.

I realized that reading other blogs( blogs with depth), 
actually gives you a greater insight in life.
Being able to read about how others perceive life,
 how different people handle situations relating 
to kinships, friendships, relationships, school and others, 
really allows you to see things in a different light. 
Some entries I read were mind boggling. Really get you thinking. 
In many sense, reading blogs ( the right ones ), 
can make one grow intellectually and emotionally. 

I think I am lacking a goal in life.
I am doubting myself in every way,
how I handle issues, especially with my r/s,
and my ability to do work.
I don't do work, the way I should.
I just,
I just,
I just don't feel good.

Its a feeling like someone punched you.
I feel it everywhere, my gut, my head, my heart,
ohhh my poor Y
I try so hard to suppress these feelings,
but I think the best remedy for it all,
is to let it all loose.

so, If you see me going crazy on a random street,
please don't be surprise. 



Well, brief summary for today.
First of all, I woke up late.
I woke up at 8 40am when lessons starts at 9am.
Power right~
Jumped outta bed after seeing the time.
Wash up, chiong out of house.
Halt cab, and zoom~~~~ to school
The cab fare costed me freaking 14 bucks. 
14BUCKS!!!
It doesn't pay to be late. 
So my day started with a huge bang,
BANG~
A hole in my pocket, not forgetting
 fugly hair and a fatigue face
PP2 - Din't do much la. 
VID- Learn quite a bit, but Eric taught us in the speed of light.
Can't absorb all. I am not a sponge, just human.
A human with slow functioning brains!
After school- PlazaSing with Vin-san, Jiamin , Ivory and shayne.


I think i need to read more. 
Have anybody ever wondered,
why BLUE represents sadness?

hmmmmmmm

okay. BYE.


CLAUDIA
Your finger tips,
across my skin.





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