What I am to do???!!!

Oh great, another beetle is stuck in my room. =.=

Why the hell do beetles like my room so much?! 

please, please PLEASE fly away. :( 

OH CRAP, it landed on my pillow~~~~~~ 

AHHHHHHHHHH

eeeeeeeyyeer *shivers*

Anyways, I trimmed my hair today, now my fringe is much shorter, less irritating too~ :D

The forever21 parcel my bro's gf ordered, arrived today.

taddaaaa~ big box.

School's reopening next monday.

Feel a little excited about moving into a new semester,

then again, I'm not too thrilled about the work, and definitely not

thrilled about taking the morning train+bus.

Oh well, before you know it, 

it'll be december and holiday will start again.

and this time, it'll be christmas! :D :D 

 I can hear the bells ringing already.

hahahahhaha.

I still can't decide what to take for sport&wellness.

All of the choices seems interesting.

hmmmm~

The economy is not doing very good now, 

singapore is heading for a recession. :<

I hope there will be no more drastic downturns.

Its kinda weird studying during Nov.

Year ends used to be holiday months.

CLAUDIA

The song I used to sing.

I feel...I feeel.... Pathetic.

hmmmm, getting over troubles that doesn't exist huh?

I should know better. My troubles are really

simple actually.

You are suppose to be someone closest to me.

but you are so distant. 

You used to care so much,

now you seem like do not care at all.

You used to wanna spend time with me,

and now you can't find time.

You used to wanna talk to me

you used to want to send me home.

but now, don't bother to sms, don't bother to msn.

" I'm not sending you all the way" 

I wonder why, people I fall in love with,

are the ones who gave me hope, in this case, made me have faith

in love and in him, then slowly, but surely 

crashing everything, turning everything into dust.

and now, I can't let go,

because...... I love him.

I can't, just can't leave.

I promised, I won't let go

I remember.

Maybe I am just waiting for my heart to be broken, 

yet again. Love can be a total bullshit sometimes,

at least for me.

;Troubles that doesn't exist.

Could be my fault though, I must suck as a girlfriend. 

maybe I am delusional . Tell me all this is not real.

I know what you're gonna say, " get a life! "

sometimes I wonder what's the use of typing,

well, it  beats keeping everyth inside.

why not tell him?

oh, well, he think I'm delusional. finding mess that doesnt exist to get over.!!!!

;Troubles that doesn't exist.

This teaches me not trust my feelings again.

I must be wrong again the next time.

Now this is what I call troubles that don't exist.

i love white backgrounds.