You could be happy.

Handphone, 

Its helpful when you need to find someone,

Its a nuisance when you don't wanna be found. 

Today is one of those days where I just wanted to be alone,

Unless i was with you, but time wasn't on my side. you, didn't have time for me.

Wasn't in the best of moods. 

Decided to venture out on my own again, with music as my companion.

Music is like a an earplug, blocking away all that I don't wanna hear.

I love long bus rides, allows me to think. 

I watched the world go by me. The people, the buildings, the trees.

and I thought about you. 

Went to marina square and got what I wanted. 

I finally managed to buy the shoe I wanted. :D

Made my day less gloomy. hhahaha. Retail therapy works okay!

Had lunch at macdonalds :D 

Didn't wanna go home, so went to the sit by the singapore river. 

It was so, peaceful, the sun was sunny, but not scorching, the wind blew every once in a while.

I watched the leaves, and hear them rustle as the wind carries them away. 

All was quiet, everything seem so calm. 

I just sat there for about an hour. Just listening....  to the wind, leaves, and mostly to my Y.

I was reluctant to leave. I felt like sleeping there lah. So nice. It would be nicer if you were there.That one hour there act as a pain reliever. 

I felt better. The whirlpool of thoughts in my brain, decreased.

I headed for another long long bus ride, destination : HOME 

Something interesting happened during my bus ride.

My bus was stuck in the middle of the road, due to some accident that took place. 

A motorcycle was lying on the middle of the road, right in front of my bus and a car was parked beside it, and the road we were on was very narrow, So there was a massive jam. 

There this impatient lady on the bus, who complain and made a big deal outta everything. 

She got off the bus. We got to move on shortly after she left, the bus drove pass her. HAHA.

She had to walk a super long distance lah! I don't know why on earth she got off. I was secretly laughing on the inside. XD * obi quack * HAH. I'm soo mean.

I was wondering why I feel so sucky,

maybe it was just because I missed you.

Maybe...

okay, i've got to go back to work. 

CLAUDIA

Everything we had,

Everything we had,

is no longer there.