One hell of a week

Last week is one hell of a week. Its like a roller coaster ride,

the roller coaster ride that will leave you puking .

Last week felt kinda long, but the time left to finish  assignments were like short.

Last week, I tried to rush through the VID project with my group mates but failed. Got caught up on in some affair which required for xueli, matty and me, to wear  "masks" ( If you don't get it, its okay, i don't how to phrase it.) It was something scary and exciting, and we got away with it. Had problems with my relationship. Made new friends on saturday, and on the same day, I ate something wrong, ( probably beef) and got myself a bad case of food allergy. Sunday, my condition worsen. 

I think I'll most probably gonna fail VID ( kinda glad that its over though), can't even upload the damn time on the web server. Feel kinda bad for not making it to school for the presentation.I couldn't come to school today cause my food allergy worsen. Hives covered my whole body, literally. It was scary and damn itchy. 

Today morning, when i got up, my whole body went haywire, I started having problem hearing and seeing, my whole body was weak. I had the ringing sound in my ear, and it was getting louder and I couldn't really hear. everything i saw was like pixelated. I was afraid you know, afraid that I was gonna lost my sight and hearing. Thank goodness it went away.

Went to see the doctor and he said the rashes was kinda serious, gave me a jab and medicine. 

Despite having so much troubles, I had a little fun this week:

Cockroach found in The Dot! oh no~

Don't worry, we're just playing. x)

 

This is what we do in MMA we

 

claudia :I finally found the treasure. weee~

*heard foot steps coming*

I better pretend to be dead

Dead

*oh no haiqal found me*

Haiqal : I'm going to kill you!

Claudia : ahhh~~ * in agony *

Haiqal: MUAHAHHAA

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Hives on my arm. you won't wanna see the rest.

I helped out during the open house on saturday. It was actually kinda fun, but tiring though.

Kept repeating the same thing over again. 

I got to do a little mural painting. :D

Haven touch paint in a year already lor! Long sial.

ps: one more thing. CONGRATULATION TO CHRISTOPHER PETER CHONG for taking the first place in the skating competition! Proud of you man. 

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 wondering if I was wrong. 

Was I really making a big deal out of it. 

Was I wrong to get angry and upset. Was I wrong? 

CLAUDIA

To make every sec count

I wasn't seeking comfort from you cause

 I should know better that I won't get any,

 i was just seeking an answer.

An explanation, a reason 

Cause I really needed to know why

 we are carrying on as we are,

What's the point if the one you truly want, 

is not the one you have?

I do not wanna be the rebound girl you get it,

 the one who is suppose to make

 you forget someone you hold so dearly. 

I know better that it isn't easy and 

I didn't mean to be a pain in your ass. 

Cause I was thinking if I could live with the fact

of knowing that you thinking of another and 

I just had to clear the air ya know? 

I needed to breathe.

I needed to know for sure. 

Some stuff you said hurt me, like salt on a wounded skin.

but through those words, I got to understand,

sometimes more then what I wanted to know.

All I can do is to love you,

but I can't make you love me.

So forgive me for my inabilities.

I know I am partially at fault.

Well I am proud of myself, 

cause this time round, instead of running away,

I tried to untie those knots in my heart.

Instead of telling myself to live with it. 

As of why I am still holding on to you. 

The reason is very complicating-ly simple

: love.

But  I don't know how long I can hold on to you.

I need someone to love me for me too.

Some one to care for me.