Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Emotional roller coaster

Went out yesterday with my girls ( Rene, Jaz, Vian) + pck. Pck was late as usually. -.- Had a hearty lunch at Vilage, Heeren. After lunch went to play Pool at cineleisure. It was fun. Took picts, bought my shades from forever 21.

Yesterday's outing was heart-wrenching. There were tears and laughters, but more tears though. Behind every of our smiles, hides a sadness. Be it someone, or feelings, connections that we all can't seem to let go off and for varies reasons, afraid to let go, can't bear to let go, don't wanna let go. Whatever it is, its something/someone we all love & care about. It hurts to love and it hurts to not love. Its just all too confusing. The pain we feel is real.

Sometimes its like you're waiting for something, but you don't know what exactly you're waiting for. That's the situation i'm in now. Maybe i've already gotten my answer, but just refuse to accept it? Can someone hit me in the head with a sign or something. I could be holding on to nothing here. Waiting for something that will never come. Aiyah~ i also don't know lah.

Its simple but yet so complicating.
Anyways, i hope to go out with my girls again. Have a nice chit-chat session.
Guess what i found today~A letter to santa claus written by me in a christmas socks! LOLS
i wanna do christmas shopping~ :)
Gonna stop here
goodbye ppl~
CLAUDIA YYY
Just let me love you awhile longer.


SHADES~

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