I guess, its all over.

Hmmmm~ where to start. Haha.

Well, its over. I've decided to let go. If thats what he wants me to do. I'll do my best. I know it won't be easy and its gonna take awhile. This kinda stuff have never been easy for me. I'm sure its not easy for anybody too. I've gotta admitt, it hurts a hell lot. I'll be going through an emotional roller coaster ride these coming days i guess.

Even if i knew this would be the outcome, i don't think i'll do anything differently. I knew perfectly what were the consequences when i fell for him. Instead of turning back while i still can, i chose to take a chance, to have the courage to take another step forward. No matter what the outcome may be. Even if i'll get hurt. I've come to term with the fact that in life, things don't usually go your way.

In the end, there's still lotsa pain, some regrets on Not knowing what we could have been , but it comes along with many great memories that i shalll keep with me. I won't choose to forget. Letting go, does not equal to forgetting.

I hope he will find his happiness. Even if it not me. I just wanna see him happy.

i'm tired, emotionally drained. Not forgetting jobless. lols. I'm pathetic sigh~

I see many emo days ahead. LOLS

I'm gonna stop here.
goodbye~

CLAUDIA Y

Even if it doesn't matter to you

i just wanna say

i'm missing you~
ilu~

PS: if you happen to be reading this, i still owe you ice cream!!!! & thanks for not wanting to hurt me. :)

I'm just glad that we're under the same sky.