I was feeling a lil better last night, but woke up feeling shitty. Gosh.

When I meet ppl, when I work, I have to suppress this Negativity and behave happy. I do not like being a wet blanket. I don't wanna go around spreading my negativity, but wow, when everything is kept bottled up, it explodes in my face when I'm alone.

When will this feeling be gone?